M.O.S.

M.O.S. is so cool. the ambience and music simply got me in the mood. whahaha. awww but the stupid drink is a glass of coke. no alcohol coz i'm at an underaged party. whatever man. haha! don't ask me 'bout it.

i still like you man. ugh and it's getting on my nerves. haha.

oh Lord, flip the coin for me.

MY GOD :D

finally attended speedlight on sunday. heh was late though but glad that i made it. brother timothy was talking about temptations in the sermon. man was it enlightening. i realised that it's very true when you submit yourself to temptations, you'll slowly move away from God. that's satan's aim; to cut you off from God absolutely.

i'm really blessed that God saved me again. i feel completed!

man i love my God.

"Remain in me, and I will remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me." - John 15:4

THAT BLANK PIECE OF PAPER

you should face yourself, somebody told me, learn to accept the way that you are.

i'd been brooding over this sentence for the past 30 odd hours. pleasantly, i did understand myself a little bit better.

now what you know is the superficial level of your problem, what you need is to go deeper inside. you can't find what you're looking for outside.

the answers are inside of you.

i took out a piece of blank paper and scribbled all my thoughts down. unfortunately, i realised that i was pretty superficial with myself. i couldn't even face myself truthfully.

edison, grow up, somebody else told me, life is not always a bed of roses.

you're seeking your happiness in another person, when will you start caring about the person's happiness?

i cried because i realised how selfish i'd been.

love is never about me, it was you.

i'd been miserable, thinking why life's always against me.

it's just not the right time.

instead of sulking over things i can't change, i should start appreciating and enjoying the life that i'm having;

that's going in my way.

the one thing about myself that i'd always feared to face; to accept not having life going my way.

stupid edison.


"For I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper you and not harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." - Jeremiah 29:11

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

fuck it man, just fuck it all. i'm not fucking okay. i am not fucking alright. fuck it man. just fuck it.

STOP

sometimes it's like living a dream which you ought to just direct it a little. take little control of things and move it in your way. life's gonna be great if you just stop pushing yourself so hard. i don't need distractions to keep myself from thinking. i simply stop thinking about it. when on earth do i ever need to be in a relationship to heal my broken heart. i broke this myself, and i shall heal it by myself. do i need someone to fill up my empty days? my days are empty because i want them to be. i want to just laze around doing nothing. it's not because of anyone that i can be happy. i smile and laugh because i feel like it. letting go? there's nothing to let go off because i pick things up and keep them if i want to. i'll put it down when i feel like it. i'm in control and probably you are. sulking, self-pity, distractions. who needs those when you can simply stop it.

yea just stop it all will ya.

I MUST STUDY HARD

my sister told me this yesterday when i was using my comp.

"kor, it's time to get worried."

i looked at her, puzzled.

"my principal started to count down for us."

HAHA.

i must study. i must study. i must study. brrr.

A PAPERCUP THAT'S HALF-FILLED

i am not stranded. but anyhow, i was painfully reminded that i was, yesterday. like a fist clenching my heart when i saw what i saw. when i had to pretend that nothing ever happened. and i had to pretend that it hadn't affected me in any ways, at any times.

no more affection for you, but what is left is the miserable memories of how weak i was. the weakness that love leaves you to be in front of whoever it may be. and for that, i regret.

like dust that i scattered in the winds
like the paper plane that i thrown into the sea.
let us forgive and forget.

YOU

i feel peaceful.
and i like you. o well, but i choose to like you silently from afar.

i like it when you smile.

SINGAPORE AND THE BANGLADESHIS

Do you know that the fact that Singaporeans are very willing to hire Bangladeshis to work in Singapore is actually helping to resolve world poverty and solve Bangladesh's social problems created by poverty?

World poverty can be greatly reduced if the richer countries are willing to have their immigration laws reformed to allow larger numbers of unskilled workers to work in their countries. It would be more effective than other forms of international integration such as trade liberalization.

However, the current climate is not very hospitable to this idea because having more uneducated foreign workers in the country probably means more trouble. The governments will have to fork out more resources to deal with the increased criminal and social problems which are not very favorable to the countries' economic growth.

Therefore, this highlights the importance of the need for the help of international agencies to come up with some programs to provide free education for the children in the poor countries. Through education, literacy rates will improve, social problems and crime rates can be reduced, labor productivity will improve, et cetera.

Education will definitely be the best solution for the poor countries to move out of poverty in the long run.

CUTIE PIE NUMBER 1.

this was a hilarious picture of bing zhao. i removed it long ago because it's... too hilarious. haha.

THE HEARTS THAT BELONG TO SOMEONE ELSE

UPDATE

hey my phone's spoilt. if you think i'm ignoring you. i'm not.

INTELLECTUAL TRESPASSING

Cross disciplinary analysis allows us to take a fuller view on the study of a certain phenomenon. A phenomenon that requires explanation cannot be explained fairly by one perspective. In other words, we cannot use only one discipline to try and explain a phenomenon.

Certainly, different disciplines can bring forth a different perspective for us to take on an unbiased and wholesome look on the selected phenomenon. As we all know, many issues that require our attention are usually subjective to individuals. One example is the issue on beauty. No one can really give a set of notations as to what attributes beauty. Thus, in order to derive a fuller and more accurate definition of beauty, we need to view it from all perspectives (economic, political, social, etc).


"You can't fix a whole puzzle with a thousand pieces of the same piece." - Me

WINGS

he has a clenched fist filled with hopes and dreams.
somebody asked him, what's in there?
he remained silent, his fist clenched.

he came across a waterfall.
the wind whispered in his ears, give it wings.
he remained silent, his fist loosened.

a car dashed past his route to his destination.
he paused, remained silent, his fist loosened.

give it wings, he overheard somebody saying to somebody else.
he remained silent, his fist loosened.

at his destination, he opened his fist.
he let go of his hopes and dreams.
he gave them wings.

give it wings
give it wings.

MONSTER BREED

this is a substitute entry.