there you were, standing so close to me
i thought, i might have got you.
and it all fades like dust in the wind,
that smile i used to miss.

i'd used a million words, to explain
this feeling of love,
like dreams they always appear
in shades of gray,
you appeared in black and white.

the colours that make you real,
i'd never gotten the chance,
we're always two worlds apart
only close enough, to feel.

that smile i used to miss,
fades like dust in the wind.
i thought, i might have got you,

when there you were, standing so close to me.

I LIVE IN SPIRALS.

the impressions that are laid in front
never always reveal what's laid underneath.
for the truth is always hidden from the naked eye
for the truth seeks to be found.

words never fully explain what everything's
supposed to mean
at times ambiguity gives us a tinge of hope
that silver lining in this dark gray world.

if we were to fall into a trench
never be able to reach out again
then maybe, we're all just spiraling downwards,

downwards into nothingness.

SITUATIONS THAT BEG TO DIFFER

all of it, spirals downwards
into an abyss of wrongs.
once so noble, but he fell
into the trench
where everyone else is.

how can it be undone
when what's done is already done?
if there were ways
to move back the hands of time,
will he change?

right here in the trench
people seek to be filled
but the more they fill,
the emptier they get.
so where, tell me,
does all these lead us to?

time heals wounds,
scars remains scars.
shall we deny all these
and play pretence.

today, i'll smile for you.

this is one of the nights when i would just listen to some sad love songs and think about life. i feel like i've wasted so much precious time worrying. in the course of my life, i feel like i've always been neglecting people that i ought to pay attention to. people whom i'm blessed with, but i failed to treasure. friends, so many smiley faces appear in my mind and i feel the ache in my heart. i don't know why, i can't just pay more attention to the people that i love. for a long time, i hadn't cry for people other than you. i guess tonight, i'm feeling really emotional. but i'm glad, at least tonight, i'm dedicating my time to the friends that i love.