It’s like dark clouds enshrouding the vision
I can barely see
Like my mind isn’t working
I can barely move my being
Entangled in self-inflicted sorrow
Nobody knows

I drown myself in alcohol
Hoping my mind would stop its function
It’s hard to look you in the eyes
When your eyes are looking
Past my sight

Walk away, shift out of my space
This is not the place for me
Let it go, let you go
I should be moving pass this phase

Entangled by affection so deep
Enshrouded by the only person I see
Like water it’s tainted
It’s never going to be clean

no point speaking out your mind when no one bothers to listen. anyone who care to share this heavy load in my head? my heart feels heavy, a little aching. i'd brought this to myself. it helps to not think, it helps pretending not to care. who am i? what rights do i have? none. all these, can only be said here, for myself to listen. because it ain't that important to you. nope, not that important at all.