STILL

i'm waiting for time to show us what true love really means.

WAIT OUT

you don't know how it feels like
to walk down this street alone.

everywhere i turn, all the memories of you
every song i hear, every movement that i witness

i miss you, i still remember.

you don't know how it feels like
to be doing this alone.

how i have to carry on this
without you by my side.

love keeps us warm,
but i'm cold right now.

you don't know how it feels like
to love somebody so much

they become your life.
and you have to move away

from this harsh reality
that knocked you up.

you don't know how it feels like
when all i can do is wait

wait out this cold.

WHEN YOU LOSE YOUR WAY, THAT'S WHEN YOU FIND YOURSELF

i don't really know how long has it been, but i know i've finally found an end to this futile struggle. we all go through this phase, don't we? forsakened by someone you loved. but we all move on and yeah, our hearts heal eventually.

life's much better now, ever since you're gone. i stopped worrying for you, stopped having to protect and look after you. like you said, i'm not matured enough for you. guess you're right. i'm still young and there is so much for me to see and do. i can't be hanging around you like this. it all came to an end last night.

i've started thinking for myself now. there's so much i've neglected all these time while i was so caught up in you. well, like the sugababes' song, "i'm too lost in you." i guess losing you ironically, made me find myself again.

i feel, in such a long time, for myself.

i know i loved you truly, i gave you my everything. i hope you'll always remember this. now, i shall leave all these pieces behind and get going with my life. though this chapter has ended.


my life has actually just begun.

BE STILL

a brand new start is all we need to mend these hearts back to the beginning. be still, let it go. you don't have to be brave. every time we fall, we are falling from grace. i'll gladly climb your walls if you'll meet me halfway.

here's my hand and my heart. it's yours to take.

WE ALL PON SCHOOL

the first day of school

sharlene: edison, sheryl said she's not coming to school.
edison: why? i thought she said she won't pon liao.
sharlene: she said she fainted in the bus. hahaha.
edison: hahahaha omg.

the $%^& day of school

sharlene: edison, lay said he's not coming to school.
edison: why? he fainted too?
sharlene: no, he said his flesh is missing. haha.
edison: hahahaha. omg.



the %^&* day in school

sharlene: edison, sheryl is not coming to school today.
edison: huh? why? she fainted again?
sharlene: no. she said her ceiling fell.

omg.