The Regurgitation of Emotive Illustrations

AN APOLOGY. RIGHT.

*the purpose of this entry is solely to address the 'visitor' who had kindly commented on the September 26, 2005 entry: BIMBO BITCHES.

first and foremost, i would like to thank you for commenting on the entry and certainly, i would like to apologize to you if i had offended you in any way. please don't get angry and allow me to explain alright?

a diligent girl with a possibly bright future was forced to commit suicide because she felt that it was the best way out of the mental torture she was subjected to by the schoolmates. how can I not be angry when I read the article?

i'd expressed my anger on the issue of bullying on my blog because i felt that it was necessary to somehow or rather spread the news. i know i do not have a blog as popular as what others might have. however, i'm sure that my blog do have some level of viewership.

i feel that the people who are reading my blog are most probably matured enough to defend themselves when they are actually being bullied! for a matter of fact, i feel that it is NOT very easy for younger readers to decipher what i'm trying to say in the previous entry because of the usage of extremely callous and bombastic vocabularies. apparently, you having such amazing command in english that you are able to identify the fact that i am using strong words to accentuate how much i feel about the issue

and apparently, you're still alive and kicking.

according to what you had mentioned in the comments. you said that you were from one of the schools that i'd previously attended. so am i right to say that you are very close to my age?

if that is so, brother, you old enough to take care of yourself liao la. you've emerged victorious in your battle with the bullies in your early days! you are THE man can! move on and stop wallowing in self-pity alright? you WERE a victim.

now, you are free and independent.

i believe that when i'd been a bystander conforming to the rest of the students' mentality towards your behavior, i must have been a very childish and unsecured boy. i might have been aware that if i didn't conform, i would have either become a victim myself or lose my 'friends'. for this, i apologize to you sincerely. i was weak.

however, at the age of nineteen, i no longer care if i will lose my 'friends' if i stood up for someone else who is bullied by them. why? it's simply because my friends are all matured enough to understand my actions and i do believe that their guilt will engulf their bodies like flames and devour their souls like devil. or it may be simply because we've stopped playing the 'i don't friend you' game since a very very long time ago. (:

i am not a saint and i never did mention once about myself being a saint. all i did was to express how i felt when i read about a girl being driven to death. i find it very ridiculous because such things could have been avoided if the teachers were aware or the parents had done something about it. something could have been done to prevent her death!

all in all, this is just my perspective and the whole world can disagree. i don't mind about that because i am not perfect. sigh.

i'm just flawless. (: