The Regurgitation of Emotive Illustrations

MY LAST WORDS.

guess what. finally, i'm a full-fledged police officer! woaho. we're finally out of tracom. ugh. oh well. it just feels so good even the air smells like ck one. heh. this last week in tracom was hella fun. totally rock'on. none of the days in tracom for the past 6 months can be compared to these last days. (even when we had long weekend break) 'coz this time, we're out for good. whaha.

alrite. the purpose of this entry is actually for my squadmates. heh. my comrades i can proudly say are the people who saved me from the raw boredom in our course as the pioneers of the new npco vocationalised training in the usual *shit hole with our fellow mang ko officers.

these 13 weeks had ended so abruptly. heh. i haven't had enough fun yet! haha! what a joke. but seriously, the memories that i'm carrying now will always be the most exciting and fresh experiences that i will never be able to encounter again for the rest of my life. i know i've been criticising 'bout ns bottling up my freedom and etc. but when we were all singing 'graduation' in the mess. when we put our differences away and shouted 'npco' proudly with npc1. suddenly, ns makes so much sense.

the sense of belonging, the love, the brotherhood. everything just makes me realise what ns had really given me. it had given me the chance to experience true brotherhood. the opportunity to live with people coming from different family background. it gave me the chance to cross over boarders and understand people of differing races. it taught me to respect other's beliefs and religion. alas, it taught me how to cover not only my own ass but also my buddies' butts too. heh.

first of all, i would like to thank a few people who are pretty much closer to me than the rest of the family. haha.

seng khng, the one sleeping above me. haha. well, we were from the same squad in basic police training but i only get to know you really well in npco course. lol. i sincerely thank God for putting the both of us in the same course, in the same squad. 'coz i would have never had the chance to know a friend who is as responsible as you. lol. well, call it coincidental or what. you were supposed to be in npc1 'coz you are in echo division. but fatefully, you are placed here. with me. haha! alrite, see how fate has a twisted sense of humor. heh.

johnson, the one full of passion. lol. you are one guy who has totally awed me with your individualistic ideas and ways of seeing and dealing with things. i enjoyed sharing so much "intelligent" conversation with you. haha! but i really have to thank you for being such a good friend. someone whom i can really talk to and actually understands what i'm saying. lol. i'll always remember the times when i kept asking you 'bout how to build up muscles, and the arguments of whether running makes you smaller or bigger. lol. all the biology stuffs. heh. i won't forget you alrite. haha!

kian xiang, the one who always thinks that i'm a kid. haha! c'mon la guys. lol. i'll always remember how much you respect your oc squad and fi. lol. you are really someone who remembers where you come from no matter how high you've climbed. you're straight-forward, you never falter in your beliefs. haha. you always say what you think and never tries to hide it. and i respect you for that! i believe that your honesty commands respect from many others. at least, i'm one of those who will tell you 'bout it. ;) and your passion for the regular girls. haha! you will get a nice girlfriend de la. haha. sorry ah, in here still want to bastard you. but never mind la. once in a lifetime leh. heh.

to the many others that i didn't mention. sincerely from my heart, all of you had created an impact in my life. i will never forget you guys de.

sigh. i will miss all the long baths, ghost story nights, volley ball!, canteen eggs and ice cream and myojo noodles, soccer? haha, badminton, woorkouts, cdc, girls: regular and non-regulars, movies in class and movie nights, squeezing together on my bed!, posing for dumb and subtlely 'gay' pics haha, the quarrels at times, and last of all. mess food. haha. sigh. all good things come to an end and i do hope that our paths will cross again someday, somehow.

*sob take care pals. all the best in life. and like i said before, i won't forget you people de. =)