不是我不明白.

when will the stars shine without a care for the earthly lights seem to luminate the skies so brightly already. when will someone ever look upon the night sky and thank the stars for shining, even though most of the time, nobody notices.

it proves to me once again that everything is really meant to be. it's not about how hard you try to avoid or obtain something, but if you were meant for it.

we can run away from everything, but what's meant to be will be waiting for you at the end when you come your stop.

if love isn't what is supposed to be, then love it will never be.

if this love is meant to be, no matter how hard you try to run from it, it'll knock you up repeatedly.

stop trying so hard, sometimes, by doing nothing about it,

is the best way to handle it.

like they say, happiness and misery are the extreme ends in a spectrum. well, today, although i can't be at that happy end, i can be better than yesterday.

today, i choose to be happier than the day before. =) i'm happy!!!

because everything doesn't matter when you're here with me. it may be raining, but to me, my life has never been brighter. it may be cold, but i'd never been so warm inside. you give me, that fuzzy warm feeling when i look at you. and when your eyes set on me, you melt me like a piece of butter. i love you, it might take time to see. but someday you will. someday you'll know, every single part of me, longs to be with you. especially the one here, beating every beat, for you.

there he was, born in the light, always envied those, that stood in the dark. how he wished, he was the dark knight, one that had nothing to lose, one that had nothing to fear.

he played with fire, he toyed with elements, where does he land, here in the dark, accompanied by those he envied. how he felt like, a dream come true. how it seemed so perfect, so undeniably attractive.

nevertheless, thoughts crossed his mind, who he was, who he really is.

that's when it starts falling in. it all starts to clear up, at least, that's what he hopes.