I LIVE IN SPIRALS.

the impressions that are laid in front
never always reveal what's laid underneath.
for the truth is always hidden from the naked eye
for the truth seeks to be found.

words never fully explain what everything's
supposed to mean
at times ambiguity gives us a tinge of hope
that silver lining in this dark gray world.

if we were to fall into a trench
never be able to reach out again
then maybe, we're all just spiraling downwards,

downwards into nothingness.

SITUATIONS THAT BEG TO DIFFER

all of it, spirals downwards
into an abyss of wrongs.
once so noble, but he fell
into the trench
where everyone else is.

how can it be undone
when what's done is already done?
if there were ways
to move back the hands of time,
will he change?

right here in the trench
people seek to be filled
but the more they fill,
the emptier they get.
so where, tell me,
does all these lead us to?

time heals wounds,
scars remains scars.
shall we deny all these
and play pretence.

today, i'll smile for you.

this is one of the nights when i would just listen to some sad love songs and think about life. i feel like i've wasted so much precious time worrying. in the course of my life, i feel like i've always been neglecting people that i ought to pay attention to. people whom i'm blessed with, but i failed to treasure. friends, so many smiley faces appear in my mind and i feel the ache in my heart. i don't know why, i can't just pay more attention to the people that i love. for a long time, i hadn't cry for people other than you. i guess tonight, i'm feeling really emotional. but i'm glad, at least tonight, i'm dedicating my time to the friends that i love.

keep your filthy lies off my ground.

YOU HAD ME.

there were times when we took the liberty
and believed in whatever that comes our way.
a point in time when we don't question about

what is and is not, because all that matters
was that we are on our way. we braved
through the fire, emerge strong. no doubts

no worries, just you and me.