The Regurgitation of Emotive Illustrations

this is one of the nights when i would just listen to some sad love songs and think about life. i feel like i've wasted so much precious time worrying. in the course of my life, i feel like i've always been neglecting people that i ought to pay attention to. people whom i'm blessed with, but i failed to treasure. friends, so many smiley faces appear in my mind and i feel the ache in my heart. i don't know why, i can't just pay more attention to the people that i love. for a long time, i hadn't cry for people other than you. i guess tonight, i'm feeling really emotional. but i'm glad, at least tonight, i'm dedicating my time to the friends that i love.