BOLD&DELICIOUS.

hey there. sorry this is going to be a short one. but hey no worries, i'm blogging everyday. so who cares if it's short or long right? oh you like my entries.

aww...

anyway, i'm totally into japanese nowadays. freak. ayumi hamasaki, boA. so tempting. and japanese songs are superb. i didn't know until recently when i re-exposed myself to j-pop. ah. go listen to ayumi hamasaki's bold&delicious.

stunning.

SAVE ME.

hey my dear friends. i think i'd screwed up my life pretty badly these couple of months. in fact, i think it's probably all my life. and i really wanna get things right once and for all. but the problem is that i duno how! -.-

i really need some advice. i want to bare myself. there's so many things i'm afraid of doing. and there's so many things i wanna tell somebody. how it hurts to have realised how screwed up i'd been and how much i long to make things right.

hey i'm a really messy person. so at times or i think most of the time i dun reply on msn or whatsoever. please understand. i dun wanna screw up more things. that's why i'm always not doing any. in fact, i always run away. avoiding. pretending not to notice. ugh. so loser right? hai i know.

i need time to sort out my thoughts. to get things right. but, i duno what's right. really. and the right stuffs are always so painful to do. so shld i do the right things or commit the sins? sigh.

i wish somebody can enlighten me. can show me the way. tell me although it's painful to do the right things at times, but eventually. you'll get your karma. haha. okay nobody's gonna tell me that i know. not everybody believes in karma. do i? hmm probably.

ahhh. show me the way dude. God save me please.

FORBIDDEN LOVE.

being able accomplish something is to me the best feeling i can get from my life. ahha. coz today, i'd just successfully finished composing my first ever rock song "forbidden love". before you start thinking that the title is very cheesy, please read the lyrics first. thank you. coz it's not cheesy at all. so not cheesy alrite.

anyway, i'm really keen of forming a rock band. yes. i need someone who drums, someone who does bass guitar. i've already got someone gifted in keyboards which is none other than fel and myself who plays the electric guitar. anyway, whoever's interested please contact me!!! i can't wait to go jam. oh wells.

may the rock be with you.

OKM.

omg. can somebody show me the way to heaven? i'm trapped in living hell. mortality is exposing me to so much evil and greed. lust. gluttony. ugh. i'm better off dead. -.-!

what's with the symptoms of being psychologically malfunctioning? i think i'm like having depression or something. ugh. i'm just kidding. it's just. can something big bloody hell happen?!

i need a revelation. i need a new resolution. but it's so stagnant. so routined. everyday's just like every other day. that's not very good. 'cause i don't wanna be shouting radical comments on the streets and hoping someone will actually feel the same. oh, someone do feel the same as i do. fel.

but that's not the point. because both of us need changes. to get out of this system. maybe i should invent some virus and inject into this ever-so-practical system of humanity.

ugh. let's start another genocide. this time we'll target mankind as a whole. let's call this OKM.

OPERATION KILL MANKIND.

okay it sounds stupid. nvm. we'll just leave the job to the terrorists then.

whatever.

NEHNY CHRISTMAS.

ah christmas is round that freaking corner! omg. it's like the most happening season festival that i'd anticipated since the start of year 2005. hahaha! it's coming! santa's coming! i can see turkeys flying already. ooO.

me and fel decided to hold a christmas party on 24th dec 2005. it's christmas eve~ and we're going out one fine day to go christmas shopping! amazing. a year has passed in a freaking blink. i still can't believe i'm actually halfway done with my ns. lol.

well, we've discussed about the party and all we have to do now is to allocate the different tasks to each and every person that will be involved! but all's in the progress. haha. procrastination.

opps. sorry to tell you but my eyes are really tired already. they actually feel heavy! hmmz. better go get my handsome sleep already. (:

oh ya, you like my new layout? no? screw you then.

you neh neh pok. :P